Friday, February 4, 2011

Music...

Listening to this song o repeat gives me a sense of relief. The first time i heard it, i couldn't finish it. Now, i can't stop hitting the repeat on my ipod. The day before i heard this song, i was thinking about how i finally said the rods out loud...."I'm done." not with hesitance or relief or sadness, I just said it. I knew that i had to just stop for a few moments, days, weeks and collect the person that i am, not who i could be. When i heard this song, i thought it was a bit eerie how it encompassed all the emotions and thoughts i had, but it has become a motivator for me now. I can "be done" and maybe it will all be great, maybe it won't.


Greg Laswell - The One I Love

i'm all packed up now early in the morning
i'll take my leave
i'll bring your words along with me
maybe one day they will mean something
for now they buzz and crumble down
a little bit too easily
from a time that i am not quite over
what the hell is wrong with me
i might be gone a little while
i guess we'll see
i gotta make a home outta somewhere
and you're all over this city
and it'll take a flight to figure out
where i'm gonna finally land
and the time it takes for me to get there
i'll be one to start again
but i should probably say that i'm unsure why i'm running
running away from
the only thing i want
yeah, i should probably say that i'm unsure why i'm running
running away from the one i love
and if the plane lifts off
i'll write you a letter, to say goodbye
and i will make it long and maybe lie just a little
tell you that i'm doing fine
then i'll send it out and let things be
if not for you
for me and for the time i've spent foolishly loving thee
but i should probably say that i'm unsure why i'm running
running away from
the only thing i want
yeah, i should probably say that i'm unsure why i'm running
running away from the one i love

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